Feeling blah

I finished two books this morning and I started to review one, but the with the time of day it is already and the need to get some other things done and the desire to take great care with one of them, I think I’ll save it until I can do it justice.

I was amazed at the Ladies’ meeting Monday night that I felt great, and I thought, Wow, this must’ve been the shortest cold in history! But I think the Lord was just giving me a respite to get through the meeting. Over the weekend I had more of a foggy-brained and tried feeling with a few cold symptoms, but by Tuesday morning, the drippy nose and sore throat started picking up, joined now by a barking cough. Bleah. I’m not “feeling” as bad as I did over the weekend, but this part is a real nuisance!

I slept in this morning and need to go get dressed and get a few necessities done, but otherwise I don’t have great plans for the day.

I wanted to leave with you something I marked the other day. A few years ago I read Joy and Strength, a devotional book of verses, poems and quites by Mary Wilder Tileston, because it was recommended by Elisabeth Elliot, but it hasn’t been one of my favorites. Some parts of it are too “mystical” for me. Nevertheless parts of it did really speak to me, and off and on this year I’ve been recording quotes from it that I had marked. This one from June 8 was a rebuke to me:

Put on therefore, a heart of compassion, kindness, humility, meekness, longsuffering; forbearing one another, and forgiving each other, if any man have a complaint against any; even as the Lord forgave you, so also do ye.
COLOSSIANS 3:12,13 (R. V.)

THE discord is within, which jars
So sadly in life’s song;
‘Tis we, not they who are in fault,
When others seem so wrong.

SELF-PREOCCUPATION, self-broodings, self-interest, self-love,–these are the reasons why you go jarring against your fellows. Turn your eyes off yourself; look up, and out! There are men, your brothers, and women, your sisters; they have needs that you can aid. Listen for their confidences; keep your heart wide open to their calls, and your hands alert for their service. Learn to give, and not to take; to drown your own hungry wants in the happiness of lending yourself to fulfil the interests of those nearest or dearest. Look up and out, from this narrow, cabined self of yours, and you will jar no longer; you will fret no more, you will provoke no more; but you will, to your own glad surprise, find the secret of “the meekness and the gentleness of Jesus”; and the fruits of the Spirit will all bud and blossom from out of your life.

11 thoughts on “Feeling blah

  1. That looking out thing is so hard to do! Sometimes we don’t even realize we aren’t, until we’re so far in, it’s hard to find the way out again! I have a couple of good friends who bop me every now and then and keep me from getting too entrenched in me, and I do the same for them. It helps.

  2. I sure hope you are going to feel better and not go throught what Quilly and myself did. It’s horrors. Great post…thanks for sharing 🙂

  3. I sure hope you get to feeling better soon, Barbara. ((HUGS)) Good, thought-provoking post. *sigh* I’ve been pondering and praying about many of these same areas in my walk with the Lord. Thanks for posting this for us.

  4. I said a Thank You when I read this post! I specifically asked God to help you feel WELL during that meeting Monday night so you could ENJOY it!!! 😉 I LOVE that! He’s sO good!

    This was a great post Barbara. It is sooooo true! We all do it… have our own little pitty parties where we think more of ourselves than we do others. It’s just what Satan wants us to do – and we give IN to it! I’ve done it quite a bit myself lately…. I needed this post!

  5. That one’s definitely not mystical, is it?

    Thanks for sharing this. It really fits in with some things I’m learning lately.

  6. I had to post my comment here to make sure you saw it…

    Isn’t it funny Barbara how fast you get this crap and how long it takes for it to leave. It seems like forever. I’m so sorry on the last couple of posts I have forgotten to ask you how you were…where are my manners. I hope you are feeling better as well Aloha. I’m gonna blame it on me not feeling good LOL…excuses excuses excuses LOL

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