A bloggy look back at 2012

I don’t know if this is of interest to anyone but me, but I like to look back through my posts at the end of the year and pick a couple or more from each month aside from the regular Friday’s Fave Fives, Nightstand posts, and book reviews. So here are some of my favorite posts of 2012: some are fun, most are thoughtful. After that I’ll share what my blogs stats say are my top posts of the year.

January:

Happy New Year!

In Memory of Susie Dog.

Thinking about resolutions and words for the year...

Tebow-mania.

Hobbies.

The Winter of Life.

Happy Birthday, Robert Burns! One of my favorite poets. And this post has the distinction of being the first (and only, as far as I know) post a teacher (my friend Ann) used in her lessons.

February:

Women in Ministry.

Submission in Christian Marriage.

March:

Christian concepts that are a little “off.

To open their eyes, and to turn them from darkness to light” about proposed infanticide.

April:

Am I doing any good? in visiting my mother-in-law when she is too sleepy or forgetful to know I am there. (Answer: yes.)

May:

Of grace, law, commandments, rules, and effort.

Focus makes a difference.

The real problem with Facebook...

Tension.

Here I Raise My Ebenezer.

Our relationship with God.

Graduation weekend.

If I were to write a book.

June:

When you’re married to a scientist.

July:

Favorite Places.

Discernment.

When God doesn’t deliver.

The surprise at Mary’s prayer meeting.

August:

One who has influenced my life.

September:

Songs in the Night.

As Seen on the Internet”

October:

What grace does not mean.

November:

The Captain of My Fate.

Thoughts about the election.

An adoption story.

Carrie’s Getting to Know You questions.

A Perfect Christmas (repost)

December:

Learning from the Savior’s learned obedience.

What does it mean to magnify the Lord?

It looks like I did a lot more thinking some months than others — or at least had more time to record my “stray thoughts” then.

According to my blog stats, my top 20, most read posts are:

Home page / Archives 17,072
Christmas Devotional reading 8,998
Coping when husband is away 6,368
Thanksgiving Reading 5,571
More button crafts 5,070
Church ladies’ groups 4,274
Quotes on Thanksgiving and thankfulness 4,210
Book Review: Les Miserables 3,469
Kids answer questions about moms 3,282
C. S. Lewis on love 3,225
Book Review: A Tale of Two Cities 2,608
Encouragement for mothers of young children 2,513
Ten free gifts for Christmas 2,462
My desktop free view 2,326
A Perfect Christmas 2,317
Recipe for a happy marriage 2,232
When there is no hunger for God’s Word 2,083
I Corinthians 13 applied to Christmas 1,847
John 3:16 Valentine 1,750
Christian quotes about love

The first year or two I blogged, I posted a lot of seasonal and holiday things (poems, devotional reading, etc.) that I had accumulated over the years from doing a monthly newsletter. Those always get the most “hits” November-December, I guess from people looking for the same thing. But I am pleased to find some of my original posts there as well and hope people are finding them useful. It’s about 40 posts in before we get into any of my posts from this year. Hmm…I wonder if that means the quality of my writing is declining. 🙂 Or maybe it just means those posts have been “out there” a bit longer and show up on searches more easily. I don’t know.

A day or two after I worked on this post, I received a year-end summary for my blog from WordPress. This is only the second year they’ve done this kind of thing, but it is interesting to me. Here is their prepared excerpt::

The WordPress.com stats helper monkeys prepared a 2012 annual report for this blog.

Here’s an excerpt:

About 55,000 tourists visit Liechtenstein every year. This blog was viewed about 180,000 times in 2012. If it were Liechtenstein, it would take about 3 years for that many people to see it. Your blog had more visits than a small country in Europe!

Click here to see the complete report.

I don’t know why they’re going with “helper monkeys”….

Thank YOU for being a reader!

When Love Came Down to Earth

When love came down to earth
And made His home with men,
The hopeless found a hope,
The sinner found a friend.
Not to the powerful
But to the poor He came,
And humble, hungry hearts
Were satisfied again.

What joy, what peace has come to us!
What hope, what help, what love!

When every unclean thought,
And every sinful deed
Was scourged upon His back
And hammered through His feet.
The Innocent is cursed,
The guilty are released;
The punishment of God
On God has brought me peace.

Come lay your heavy load
Down at the Master’s feet;
Your shame will be removed,
Your joy will be complete.
Come crucify your pride,
And enter as a child;
For those who bow down low
He’ll lift up to His side.

What joy, what peace has come to us!
What hope, what help, what love!

~ Stuart Townend

Top Books of 2012

I enjoyed compiling my list of books read this year and remembering some I had forgotten.

This has definitely been the year of the audiobook for me. I mentioned in my thoughts on audiobooks that generally I still prefer paper books, but audiobooks have greatly enriched my life this year. I generally listen to them while driving or getting dressed and ready for the day, sometimes while cooking, but there have been a few that I have carried around with me because I couldn’t wait to see what happened next.

I’ve also read more ebooks this year than before. I enjoy getting free or very inexpensive ones but sometimes have to remind myself that they’re there in my Touchpad or iPhone.

Before I get to my top ten, here are the tops in some categories:

Most humorous: The Big 5-Oh! by Sandra Bricker, reviewed briefly here.

Most balanced and helpful: The Discipline of Grace by Jerry Bridges.

Best suspense: Full Disclosure by Dee Henderson, reviewed here.

Most philosophical: C. S. Lewis’s Space Trilogy: reviewed here.

Coziest: Tie between At Home in Mitford by Jan Karon, reviewed here, and Little Women by Louisa May Alcott, reviewed here.

Best narrated audiobook: Tie between Roots, narrated by Avery Brooks, reviewed here, various narrators for The Help, reviewed here, and The Hobbit narrated by Rob Inglis, here.

Would’ve made top ten if not for some concerns: The Help by Kathryn Stockett, reviewed here (language issues), and When Crickets Cry by Charles Martin, reviewed here (character issue).

It has been hard to come up with a top ten, but here are the standout reads for me this year, in no particular order. Some are new, some are older classics I’ve reread; some fiction, some nonfiction:

Infinitely More by Alex Krutov, true story about an abandoned orphan in Russia whom God brought to Himself, reviewed here.

Not By Chance: Learning to Trust a Sovereign God by Layton Talbert, reviewed here.

Full Disclosure by Dee Henderson, reviewed here. Suspense novel about a cold case in which new evidence suddenly comes to light.

Wildflowers of Terezin by Robert Elmer, reviewed here. WWII story set in Denmark, based on true events. A Lutheran pastor thinks the best way to survive the Nazi invasion is to lay low, until he is confronted by the reality of human suffering and must get involved.

Unbroken: A World War II Story of Survival, Resilience, and Redemption by Laura Hillenbrand, reviewed here.

Wives and Daughters  by Elizabeth Gaskell, reviewed here.

Anne’s House of Dreams by L. M. Montgomery, reviewed here. Next to the very first book in the series, this is my favorite Anne book, covering her first few years of marriage.

At Home in Mitford by Jan Karon, reviewed here. First of the beloved Father Tim books.

Little Women by Louisa May Alcott, reviewed here.

Roots by Alex Haley, reviewed here.

What are your top ten books read in 2012?

(This list will also be linked to Semicolon‘s Saturday Review of Books, where she’s allowing us to post what we’ve read this year, and Booking Through Thursday .)

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Books Read in 2012

If I don’t count audiobooks, I read 60 books this year: if I add them, the total comes to 78.  The 60 total is a little less than last year (due probably to playing games on my iPhone during times I would normally have been reading. :oops:), but I am pleased with the overall totals and the variety.

Here is what I have read this year:

Nonfiction:

Daily Light on the Daily Path, a devotional book of Scripture verses compiled by Samuel Bagster.

The Discipline of Grace by Jerry Bridges: did not do an overall review but weekly chapter discussions are here.

Everyday Battles: Knowing God Through Our Daily Conflicts by Bob Schultz, reviewed here.

Feminine Appeal by Carlyn Mahaney, reviewed here.

Grace for the Good Girl: Letting Go of the Try-Hard Life by Emily P. Freeman, reviewed here.

His Ways, Your Walk, an as-yet unpublished book by my friend. Lou Ann Keiser. Coming soon!

I Remember Laura [Ingalls Wilder] by Stephen W. Hines, reviewed here.

Infinitely More by Alex Krutov, true story about an abandoned orphan in Russia whom God brought to Himself, reviewed here.

It Is Not Death to Die: A New Biography of Hudson Taylor by Jim Cromarty, reviewed here.

Laura’s Album: A Remembrance Scrapbook of Laura Ingalls Wilder by William Anderson, not reviewed.

Let Every Heart Prepare Him Room by Nancy Guthrie.

Little House in the Ozarks: the Rediscovered Writings of Laura Ingalls Wilder, compiled and edited by Stephen Hines, reviewed here.

Mentalpause…and Other Midlife Laughs by Laura Jensen Walker. Not reviewed.

Not By Chance: Learning to Trust a Sovereign God by Layton Talbert, reviewed here.

Practical Happiness: A Young Man’s Guide to a Contented Life by Bob Schultz, reviewed briefly here.

Raising Real Men: Surviving, Teaching, and Appreciating Boys by Hal and Melanie Young, reviewed here.

Saving Graces: the Inspirational Writings of Laura Ingalls Wilder edited by Stephen Hines, reviewed here.

Thriving at College: Make Great Friends, Keep Your Faith, and Get Ready for the Real World! by Alex Chediak, reviewed here.

Unless It Moves the Human Heart: The Craft and Art of Writing by Roger Rosenblatt, reviewed here.

When Christ Was Here: a Woman’s Bible Study by Claudia Barba, reviewed here.

When You Come Home: The True Love Story Of A Soldier’s Heroism, His Wife’s Sacrifice and the Resilience of America’s Greatest Generation by Nancy Pitts, not reviewed.

The Wilder Life: My Adventures in the Lost World of Little House on the Prairie by Wendy McClure, reviewed here.

Fiction:

Allerednic: A Regency Cinderella Tale–In Reverse by Chautona Havig, not reviewed.

Belonging by Robin Lee Hatcher, reviewed here.

The Big 5-Oh! by Sandra Bricker, reviewed briefly here.

The Bridesmaid by Beverly Lewis, reviewed here.

The Bridge by Karen Kingsbury, not reviewed.

Chasing Mona Lisa by Tricia Goyer and Mike Yorkey, reviewed here.

The Christmas Dog by Melody Carlson, reviewed here.

Coming Home by Karen Kingsbury, reviewed here.

The Fiddler by Beverly Lewis, not reviewed.

Full Disclosure by Dee Henderson, reviewed here.

The Discovery by Dan Walsh,reviewed here.

Downfall by Terri Blackstock, brief review here.

In Every Heartbeat by Kim Vogel Sawyer, reviewed here.

Loving by Karen Kingsbury, not reviewed.

The Maid of Fairbourne Hall by Julie Klassen, reviewed here.

The Mysterious Benedict Society by Trenton Lee Stewart, reviewed here.

Rare Earth by Davis Bunn, reviewed here.

Remembering Christmas by Dan Walsh, not reviewed.

Psmith in the City by P. D. Wodehouse, reviewed here.

Safely Home by Randy Alcorn, reviewed here.

Serenity by Harry Kraus, M. D., reviewed here.

Walking on Broken Glass by Christa Allan, reviewed briefly here.

When Crickets Cry by Charles Martin. reviewed here.

Wildflowers of Terezin by Robert Elmer, reviewed here.

With Every Letter by Sarah Sundin, reviewed here.

Wonderland Creek by Lynn Austin, not reviewed.

Classics:

Anne of Ingleside, reviewed here.

Anne’s House of Dreams by L. M. Montgomery, reviewed here.

C. S. Lewis’s Space Trilogy: Out of the Silent Planet, Perelandra, and That Hideous Strength, reviewed all together here.

Cold Sassy Tree by Olive Ann Burns, reviewed here.

Uncle Tom’s Cabin, reviewed here.

The Horse and His Boy by C. S. Lewis, reviewed here.

Little House in the Big Woods by Laura Ingalls Wilder, reviewed here.

Little House on the Prairie is by Laura Ingalls Wilder, reviewed here.

Rainbow Valley by L. M. Montgomery, reviewed here.

Rilla of Ingleside by L. M. Montgomery, reviewed here.

The Silver Chair by C. S. Lewis, reviewed here.

Audiobooks:

At Home in Mitford by Jan Karon, reviewed here.

Beyond the Shadows by Robin Lee Hatcher, reviewed here.

A Christmas Carol by Charles Dickens, reviewed here.

Freckles by Gene Stratton Porter, reviewed here.

A Girl of the Limberlost by Gene Stratton Porter, reviewed here.

The Help by Kathryn Stockett, reviewed here.

The Hobbit, reviewed here.

Intervention by Terri Blackstock, briefly reviewed here.

Ivanhoe by Sir Walter Scott, reviewed here.

Little Women by Louisa May Alcott, reviewed here.

Lost Melody by Lori Copeland and Virginia Smith, reviewed here.

Never Again Good-bye by Terri Blackstock, not reviewed.

North and South by Elizabeth Gaskell, reviewed here.

Roots by Alex Haley, reviewed here.

Unbroken: A World War II Story of Survival, Resilience, and Redemption by Laura Hillenbrand, reviewed here.

Vicious Cycle by Terri Blackstock, reviewed here.

Wives and Daughters  by Elizabeth Gaskell, reviewed here.

A Wrinkle in Time, reviewed here.

(This list will also be linked to Semicolon‘s Saturday Review of Books, where she’s allowing us to post what we’ve read this year.)

Friday’s Fave Five

Welcome to Friday’s Fave Five, hosted by Susanne at Living to Tell the Story, in which we can share five of our favorite things from the last week, a wonderful exercise in looking for and appreciating the good things God blesses us with. Click on the button to learn more, then go to Susanne’s to read others’ faves and link up your own.

Hope you had a wonderful Christmas! Ours was great. Here are some highlights of the last week:

1. Christmas, of course. I could make a “fave five” list just from Christmas Day, but I’ll include the family time, great food, presents, and contemplation of our Savior’s birth all in one.

2. My new PINK laptop! I’ve always used the desktop, and some of my portable devices are fine for reading but not so great for posting or commenting. I’ve already put this to good use.

3. The Hobbit, followed by dinner and games at Jason and Mittu’s house with friends. Didn’t like this film quite as much as The Fellowship of the Rings, but it was fun.

4. Swiss-Ham-Ring-Around, one of our favorite Christmas leftover meals.

5. Time off. Jim is off through Tuesday and Jeremy is here through the weekend, so we’re enjoying just hanging out most of the time with some excursions here and there. Yesterday we did something I have been wanting to do since we moved here: we went to the World’s Fair Park and went up into the Sunsphere. I feel much more Knoxvillian now. 🙂

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Here’s the view down below of the amphitheater and part of the park from the observatory:

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Then we stopped in at the nearby Museum of Art (because they had a sign advertising free admission and because I needed a bathroom…), and they had a really neat display of miniature rooms.

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All in all a fun outing.

Hope you’re having a great week, too!

What’s On Your Nightstand: December 2012

What's On Your NightstandThe folks at 5 Minutes For Books host What’s On Your Nightstand? the fourth Tuesday of each month in which we can share about the books we have been reading and/or plan to read.

It’s been a lovely but busy month; nevertheless, I did get a few good reads in.

Here is what I finished since last time:

Unless It Moves the Human Heart: The Craft and Art of Writing by Roger Rosenblatt, reviewed here. Didn’t quite agree with every little thing, but overall an inspiring read.

The Bridge by Karen Kingsbury, not reviewed but a pleasant Christmas read.

The Christmas Dog by Melody Carlson, reviewed here: also a nice read.

Remembering Christmas by Dan Walsh, not reviewed: just finished it Christmas Day.

Let Every Heart Prepare Him Room, a Christmas devotional book by Nancy Guthrie.

A Christmas Carol by Charles Dickens Carrie‘s Book Club December pick, reviewed here.

Audiobooks:

At Home in Mitford by Jan Karon (audiobook), reviewed here. I read this years ago and enjoyed going over it again via audiobook. A very cozy book.

Little Women by Louisa May Alcott, reviewed here. Loved revisiting this.

I am currently reading/listening to:

Journey Into Christmas by Beth Streeter Aldrich. It was recommended to me, and I am finding I am having a hard time getting into short stories, though they are fine.

A Light in the Window by Jan Karon, audiobook.

Next up: Wow, it is going to be hard to choose. I’ve had some good books waiting for me plus got some good ones for Christmas. But some of the ones I’m most looking forward to are:

Quiet: The Power of Introverts in a World That Can’t Stop Talking by Susan Cain. Heard much good about this last year.

Introverts in the Church: Finding Our Place in an Extroverted Culture by Adam S. McHugh (sensing a theme here? 🙂 )

Books for Carrie’s L. M. Montgomery Reading Challenge, to be decided soon.

A Severe Mercy by Sheldon Vanakuen.

Crowded to Christ by L. E. Maxwell.

Lark Rise to Candleford by Flora Thompson.

Courting Cate by Leslie Gould, an Amish take on The Taming of the Shrew.

A Place of Quiet Rest by Nancy Leigh DeMoss

For those who like to plan ahead, I am hosting the Laura Ingalls Wilder challenge again this February. I’d love to have you join us! I’ll have more information up about it soon, but basically it involves reading anything by or about Laura during the month of February.

Book Review: A Christmas Carol

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A Christmas Carol by Charles Dickens was Carrie‘s December Book Club choice. I don’t know if I have ever actually read the book before: I think I may have long ago. But I have seen it almost every year for the last several (my favorite is the George C. Scott version). So it was nice to actually go through the book this year. I started out reading it but then switched over to the audiobook when LearnOutLoud.com offered it for free this month. It was well done: the narrator was very expressive, but her voice got just a bit irritating at the height of some scenes. But overall it was enjoyable.

ChristmasCarol-130It’s hard to review it per se because the story is so well known, but if you are not familiar with it, it’s the tale of Ebenezer Scrooge, a tight-fisted, cold-hearted, miserly, miserable person. Though he is well-off, he doesn’t live extravagantly: he doesn’t even live comfortably, keeping his office cold to avoid using coal. He has no warm or charitable thoughts for anyone, begrudges his employee a paid holiday, returns his nephew’s “Merry Christmas” with a “Bah, humbug,” flatly turns down those seeking aid for the poor, saying the work houses and such are taking care of them.

As Scrooge heads for bed on Christmas Eve, the ghost of his dead business partner, Jacob Marley, visits in him chains forged during his lifetime, and warns Scrooge that a similar fate awaits him if he doesn’t change. To encourage his reclamation, three ghosts will visit him that night. The Ghost of Christmas Past takes him back to scenes of his youth, before his heart was hardened. The Ghost of Christmas Present shows him the true state of his long-suffering clerk, Bob Cratchit and his family, including crippled Tiny Tim, happy though poor. In both the Cratchit family and his nephew’s family, Scrooge hears some not-so-flattering sentiments about himself. The Ghost of Christmas Yet to Come shows him Cratchit’s family without Tiny Tim and calloused reactions to his own death. All of these scenes work together to open his eyes, soften his heart, and cause him to change. Not only do his actions change in that he is now more generous and concerned for others, but he is now filled with joy.

This tale was published in 1843 and has been a favorite ever since. Perhaps we can all rejoice in a selfish miser getting his comeuppance, but more than that, the story can speak to our own hearts about our own self-focus and lack of concern for and generosity towards others.

I’ve spent some time pondering whether Scrooge’s change was more of a reformation, a turning over a new leaf, or a true conversion. I’m not sure what Dickens’ religious beliefs were, though he does have Christian elements in many of his books: of course, he wrote this just as a morality tale rather than a religious story, so this is just my own ruminations. There does not seem to be much mention of God, though there is reference to being like a child at Christmas because its great Founder became one, and a joyous “Heaven and Christmas Time be praised” when Scrooge realizes the visions are over and he is safe at home in bed. But at the end of his time with the last Ghost, Scrooge says, “I am not the man I was. I will not be the man I must have been but for this intercourse.” His change of heart comes on gradually as his eyes are opened: it’s not just a fear of death in the last scenes, though that’s a part of it. That’s what I hope people see: he didn’t just decide to start being generous financially, but he is a totally changed man.

I enjoyed revisiting this story and finding out that the films I have seen of it have been remarkably close to the original.

Merry Day After Christmas!

I’ve only been at the computer sporadically the last week or so and didn’t make it to put up a Christmas greeting yesterday, but I hope you all did have a wonderful Christmas.

We certainly did. Jason and Mittu came over early, and we all had our traditional Christmas morning breakfast of sausage rolls and cinnamon rolls. I usually just put them out for people to get whenever they feel hungry: I guess it is a sign I have young adults rather than kids that everyone wanted to get a bite to eat first before diving into presents. 🙂

Jim read from Luke 2 and we talked a bit about how such a dynamic event as our Lord’s birth started out so small and humble. Then we enjoyed opening our gifts. I love how everyone enjoys seeing each other’s presents as well as their own.

Then we prepared the big feast. It’s so nice to have a daughter-in-law to split the meal responsibilities with. Jim brought his mom over for Christmas dinner and then we helped her open her gifts. We talked with his brother and his family via our iPhone’s FaceTime hooked up to Jim’s new Apple TV, and though Jim’s mom didn’t talk much, she was able to respond to their waves.

Then we all took a nap (or most of us did, I think), played with our new “stuff,” Jim made ham salad and we tucked into sandwiches and pie and then played a game. All in all a lovely day.

My big gift this year was a new PINK laptop. 🙂 I’ve always used the desktop, so I am looking forward to being able to compute more portably.

The usual fourth Tuesday What’s On Your Nightstand post has been postponed until tomorrow, as most people would not have been able to participate on Christmas Day. I’m going to work on a list of books read this year (need to get into the habit of doing that as I go along! But it is not too hard to just look at each monthly Nightstand post) and then try to pick out a top ten. And I always like to look back at my favorite posts of the year.

And then it will be time to look forward to a brand new year!

Our 33rd Anniversary!

Thanks to my wonderful husband for his patience, kindness, and example of unconditional love to me. On our 30th anniversary I posted 30 things I love about my husband. He is a very nice man. :)

A few years ago he made this video for our anniversary and I think I have posted it every year since. The song is “Voyage” by John McDermott of the Irish Tenors.

Thanks, hon, for all you do, for all the ways you show you love me, and for 33 wonderful years together. Looking forward to the next 33. :)

Friday’s Fave Five

Welcome to Friday’s Fave Five, hosted by Susanne at Living to Tell the Story, in which we can share five of our favorite things from the last week, a wonderful exercise in looking for and appreciating the good things God blesses us with. Click on the button to learn more, then go to Susanne’s to read others’ faves and link up your own.

It’s been a busy but lovely week. Here are some of the best parts:

1. Our 33rd anniversary is today!

2. A night on the town. We went to a concert earlier in the week to celebrate our anniversary. We didn’t like the concert so much (left at intermission), but we loved the building it was in, the Tennessee Theatre.

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Before the concert started we were turning in our seats, gawking, and taking pictures like country cousins coming to town for the first time, but didn’t care. 🙂

And we very much enjoyed walking around the older part of downtown (I love looking at old buildings) all dressed up for Christmas (the building and trees, not us. 🙂 ) and stopping for a bite to eat at a hippie-ish pizza place. One group of couples looked at us and smiled as we walked in, and I wondered what they were thinking. Maybe they were just being friendly, but we imagined them thinking, “Aw, look at the ‘older couple’ out on a date.” 🙂

3. Christmas films and specials and programs. We caught “It’s a Wonderful Life” earlier in the month and “Elf” this week (I’ve only seen the TV version and it’s pretty clean — can’t vouch for the DVD) as well as “White Christmas” and “Rudolph.” Fun to watch while working on a Christmas stitching project (for a present, so no sneak peeks!) Plus our adult Christmas program at church was last Sunday night, always enjoyable. For the past couple of years instead of a cantata they’ve just done a series of songs and readings from different folks at church.

4. Jeremy (oldest son) came home last night and is here for over a week!

5. A Christmas gift sewing project has been going relatively well. I’m not the best seamstress — I do literally pray over it, especially the trickier sections —  but I have only had to rip out a few stitches so far. I keep telling myself, though, I should have started this way back in the fall!

Bonus: Christmas bonuses from my husband’s company, and a generous husband who shares a portion with his family: he gave us each a bit of Christmas “mad money.”

I am not sure how much I will be online between now and Christmas except for the “Fall Into Reading ” wrap-up tomorrow, so I’ll take this opportunity to say I hope that all your remaining preparations go well and that you have a wonderful Christmas time remembering, especially, that a Savior was born in order to eventually die for us in order that we might believe in and live with Him.