The Captain of My Fate

Some years ago during the brief four years we taught at home, our curriculum contrasted two poems. The first was “Invictus” by William Ernest Henley:

Out of the night that covers me,
Black as the Pit from pole to pole,
I thank whatever gods may be
For my unconquerable soul.

In the fell clutch of circumstance
I have not winced nor cried aloud.
Under the bludgeonings of chance
My head is bloody, but unbowed.

Beyond this place of wrath and tears
Looms but the Horror of the shade,
And yet the menace of the years
Finds, and shall find, me unafraid.

It matters not how strait the gate,
How charged with punishments the scroll.
I am the master of my fate:
I am the captain of my soul.

The second poem is obviously a response to the first: “Conquered By Christ” by Dorothea Day:

Out of the light that dazzles me,
Bright as the sun from pole to pole,
I thank the God I know to be,
For Christ – the Conqueror of my soul.

Since His the sway of circumstance,
I would not wince nor cry aloud.
Under the rule which men call chance,
My head, with joy, is humbly bowed.

Beyond this place of sin and tears,
That Life with Him and His the Aid,
That, spite the menace of the years,
Keeps, and will keep me unafraid.

I have no fear though straight the gate:
He cleared from punishment the scroll.
Christ is the Master of my fate!
Christ is the Captain of my soul!

My son at that time had a problem with wanting to yield the captaincy of his fate to Another. That’s understandable. We’re born with an intense self-will. We’re hesitant to trust someone else with our destiny. We want to make our own choices.

But once when I did a lengthy study on one’s “own” way in the Bible, I found that following our own way didn’t usually turn out well. Here are just a couple of examples:

“All we like sheep have gone astray; we have turned—every one—to his own way; and the Lord has laid on him the iniquity of us all.” Isaiah 53:6

“The backslider in heart will be filled with his own ways, But a good man will be satisfied from above.” Proverbs 14:14.

I didn’t realize until looking for these poems online that a handwritten copy of “Invictus” was the only statement Timothy McVeigh left behind when he was executed (see here). Invictus means “unconquerable.” How sad to remain unconquered only to come to such an end. “Therefore shall they eat of the fruit of their own way, and be filled with their own devices” Proverbs 1:31.

It’s one of those seeming paradoxes of Scripture that “Whosoever shall seek to save his life shall lose it; and whosoever shall lose his life shall preserve it” (Luke 17:33). Whatever we want to hold onto for ourselves we will eventually lose. What we yield to Christ He will keep for us and give back so much more.

There is good reason to trust Christ as our Captain. He knows what is ahead. He has the wisdom to guide us. He has the power to keep us. When the path passes through deep waters or dark shadows, He promises to be with us and uphold us. He loves us so much that He gave His own life for us and has promised to provide for everything we need, not only physically but spiritually. He is the only One Who can provide for us beyond the grave. He is more than worthy of our Captaincy and our trust.

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Here are a few good reads from the last week:

Book Review: A Year of Biblical Womanhood. I’m sharing this not just because of the book, but mainly for the discussion of Biblical interpretation. I don’t know if you have encountered this, but in many secular venues where there is any discussion of Christianity, often someone will toss out what they consider as absurd OT requirements as a reason to toss out the whole or to say we can’t or shouldn’t live by Biblical principles. This explains what is wrong with such an approach (and though it doesn’t say this, one could turn the conversation to a good witnessing opportunity in that all of these requirements were fulfilled in Christ.) Though the author of the book in question is asking questions many are asking and dealing with a confusing and controversial subject, the way she handles Scripture inclines me not to trust her conclusions.

A helpful, hopeful election perspective.

The greatest of these is “Sola Scriptura.” Good thoughts on good that came from the Reformation. “Luther and the Reformers didn’t get everything right… But their role was like that of a good teacher—not to teach students every fact they will ever need to know, but to teach them how to learn. The Reformers reminded the church how to learn—how to think—by pointing us to the Scriptures and away from human authorities.”

Sixty years of memories. Neat gift idea.

15 things home sewers can lean from industrial sewing.

Questionnaires for writing character profiles.

And I saw this on Pinterest.

Gotta run — busy day ahead. Have a great weekend!

Friday’s Fave Five

Welcome to Friday’s Fave Five, hosted by Susanne at Living to Tell the Story, in which we can share five of our favorite things from the last week, a wonderful exercise in looking for and appreciating the good things God blesses us with. Click on the button to learn more, then go to Susanne’s to read others’ faves and link up your own.

It’s been a great week! Here are some of its highlights:

1. An invitation to dinner. Often I am the one who asks if we can go out to eat or bring something in, and I sometimes feel a little guilty when I do, like I’m slacking off on my job. 🙂 But last Friday my husband called on the way home from work and asked if I wanted to get dinner out somewhere. Yes, of course! We went to Red Lobster — love their popcorn shrimp.

2. Safety in the storm. We were concerned for our son in RI when Hurricane Sandy was headed to the northeastern coast, but his area only received a bit of wind and rain. My heart goes out to those who were more severely affected.

3. A false alarm. On Wednesday afternoon I was startled to notice in the mirror what looked like something big on my lower left eye. Putting on my glasses and looking more closely, I saw it was a blood red patch bigger than a pencil eraser but smaller than a dime. I thought it might be a broken blood vessel, looked that up on Google, and it fits the symptoms (subconjunctive hemorrhage, technically). Thankfully it is not a big deal and should go away eventually. Unfortunately it’s spreading, which is normal, too — the tissue in the eye can’t absorb it like the tissue anywhere else in the body could. But though it looks gross, it only feels a little irritated.

4. Making headway on organizing my craft/sewing room. Still have a lot to do to make it more functional, but got a big chunk done this week.

5. A word in due season. Often I listen to music or an audiobook while making dinner, but last night I turned on a preaching program I sometimes listen to on the Christian radio station. The Bible story was familiar to me, but then the preacher drew an application from it that I had never made before, and it really blessed my heart and encouraged my prayers and hopes for some loved ones on my heart.

(Bonus) 6. An overflowing cup. Though all time in the Word and in prayer are beneficial, some days are just…special, and this morning was such a time for me.

Happy Friday!

Book Review: Uncle Tom’s Cabin

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Carrie’s “Reading to Know” Book Club pick for the month of October is Uncle Tom’s Cabin by Harriet Beecher Stowe. If you’ve read this book for this challenge, drop by Carrie’s to let her know, link up your review if you wrote one, and see others’ thoughts.

Uncle Tom’s Cabin is a story on two levels. On one level we trace Tom’s life and the people he encounters through three masters, and we see how he responds to the difficulties he faces by God’s grace. On another level Beecher demonstrates many times over that slaves are real people rather than property and have real souls and real feelings and real family ties and, therefore, slavery is a horrible thing for one person to do to another and for the nation to allow.

The story opens with the news that Tom will have to be sold. His master, Mr. Shelby, is in deep debt, and Tom is so experienced, trustworthy, and valuable that his sale will almost cover the debt. If he doesn’t sell Tom, he will lose all. Though Tom is devastated by the news, especially the thought of leaving his wife and children, he doesn’t run away when he has the chance because he is willing for his sale to help everyone else.

Mr. Shelby’s debt is not quite covered, though, and the slave trader spies a bright and beautiful child that he says will make up the difference. Shelby resists at first, but being over a barrel, feels he has no choice but to give in. The child, Harry, is the son of Eliza, his wife’s personal maid whom she has raised from girlhood. Eliza overhears this news, takes Harry, and runs away.

The story then splits into two, following both Eliza and Tom’s journeys. Eliza’s path leads to Quaker people who endeavor to help slaves escape. Tom’s leads first to a kind master, a Mr. St. Clare. Tom helps save St. Clare’s daughter from drowning while on the ship, and the little girl, Eva, begs her father to buy Tom. St. Clare doesn’t like slavery in itself but feels it’s too big and engrained a problem for one man to combat, so he feels the best he can do is provide a good home for the ones he has, and he also buys those who are in troubling situations, like little Topsy. His Northern cousin, Miss Ophelia, who is visiting, tells him that it is respectable men like him who are doing more harm than good because they lend an air of respectability and acceptance to the practice. But though Ophelia is against slavery, she is blind at first to her own prejudices against black people until her care of Topsy reveals them to her.

St. Clare decides to free Tom so he can be reunited with his wife and children but dies before he can get the legal paperwork done. His wife, Marie, has no problem with slavery or sympathy for slaves and will not honor her husband’s plans. She sells Tom to a cruel master, Simon Legree.

One of the most touching moments in the books for me was when Tom, on the way to Legree’s cabin, starts singing:

Jerusalem, my happy home!
Name ever dear to me;
When shall my sorrows have an end,
Thy joys when shall I see?

The choir of the church my husband and I attended for our first fourteen years of marriage used to sing this song regularly (leaving out some of the more Catholic-sounding verses at the end of the original text as well as about 2/3 of the original verses — I hadn’t realized it was quite so long!), and they used to have a bass solo somewhere in the middle. I always loved it, but when I saw Uncle Tom singing it, setting his hope in heaven while on the way to cruelty in earth, my heart melted, and I couldn’t hear this song afterward without thinking of him.

I understood and appreciated Mrs. Stowe’s desire to show the evils of slavery, both in practice and principle, with good masters or bad, but I hadn’t appreciated how she did this in quite so many layers until I was looking over the SparkNotes for the book, particularly Themes, Motifs, and Symbols section as well as the major character analysis and the analysis of the chapters. I would recommend them to you if you have the time. Just about every character and many of the conversations show by either what is said or what is happening, positively or negatively, plainly or by inference, the various ways in which slavery is wrong and why. Tom’s experience’s, George’s passion, Prue’s self-destruction, Eliza’s fear and bravery, Haley and Loker’s cruelty, St. Clare’s reasoning with himself, Marie’s telling comments, Ophelia’s observations — all of these and so much more help to promote her theme.

She also shows the preeminence of Christianity through Uncle Tom as well as several other characters: Mrs. Bird, the Quakers who help not only runaway slaves but also the injured Loker, Eva, and several others. As I said in my introductory remarks about the book, Tom’s submission is seen these days as a weakness, but it was a submission born of his Christianity, not of weakness or lack of courage and character. Tom has perhaps more character than anyone in the book. The SparkNotes Character Analysis does a great job against this charge as well. As I said before, I was first inspired to read this books years ago when a former pastor whom we highly respected described Tom as “the kind of Christian you always wanted to be.” Tom took seriously Jesus’s admonition to “Love your enemies, bless them that curse you, do good to them that hate you, and pray for them which despitefully use you, and persecute you,” he sought the good of all others, and he refused to compromise his principles even at severe danger to himself.

But even Tom valued freedom. One conversation is as follows:

“Why, Tom, don’t you think, for your part, you’ve been better off than to be free?”
“No, indeed, Mas’r St. Clare,” said Tom, with a flash of energy. “No, indeed!”
“Why, Tom, you couldn’t possibly have earned, by your work, such clothes and such living as I have given you.”
“Knows all that, Mas’r St. Clare; Mas’r’s been too good; but, Mas’r, I’d rather have poor clothes, poor house, poor everything, and have ‘em mine, than have the best, and have ‘em any man’s else – I had so, Mas’r; I think it’s natur, Mas’r.

Some sources say Stowe advocated early feminism by the fact that most of her good, moral characters are women. But I don’t think feminism had anything to do with it. I think she was just showing that women could have great influence. In some cases that’s all they had: I haven’t researched this aspect of those times, but I don’t think they could vote or hold office then, and the husband was very much the lord of the manor. But even so, a woman’s character and influence carried great weight and could be used for great good. Her biggest illustration of that was her own writing of such a book.

Stowe’s writing has its flaws by today’s standards — some characters are too idealized, some passages are wordy, others are preachy, some scenes are a little too melodramatic or sentimental. But she shines in others. Though today we would let a scene speak for itself rather than turn around and appeal to the reader as she does, in some scenes she has a delightful ironic touch, such as in slave trader Haley’s expostulations about how humane he is or Marie St. Clare’s lamentations, and biting sarcasm in others, such as her comments about the man who helped Eliza out of the river: “So spoke this poor, benighted Kentuckian, who had not been instructed in his constitutional relations, and consequently was betrayed into acting in a sort of Christianized manner, which, if he had been better situated and more enlightened, he would not have been left to do.” Her style probably went over better in her day, but the truths she conveyed are timeless.

And it is because those truths — the value of every human life, the Christian way to respond to adversity, the Christian responsibility to live and act in a way that reflects their Savior and to defend the defenseless — that this book is a classic and is still valuable reading even in our day.

(This review will also be linked to Semicolon‘s Saturday Review of Books.)

“The Discipline of Adversity”

“The Discipline of Adversity” is the 13th and final chapter in the book The Discipline of Grace by Jerry Bridges, which we’re discussing every Thursday in the “Reading Classics Together” challenge at Challies‘ place. More discussion on this chapter is here.

though we can only do all of the other disciplines Bridges has discussed with the Holy Spirit’s enabling, yet we still have some responsibility and have to take some initiative. God will speak to us through His Word, but we have to pick it up and read it; He will enable us to keep commitments, but we have to make them, and so on. Bridges reminds us that “we practice these disciplines not to earn favor with God, but because they are the means God has given to enable us to pursue holiness” (p. 228).

But adversity comes from outside of us and is imposed by God on us. It’s not a welcome imposition, but if we remember key factors about it, that will help us endure it.

1. God disciplines those He loves. Hebrews 12:5-6: “And have you forgotten the exhortation that addresses you as sons? ‘My son, do not regard lightly the discipline of the Lord, nor be weary when reproved by him. For the Lord disciplines the one he loves, and chastises every son whom he receives.’”

2. His purpose is our holiness. Hebrews 12:10-11: “For [our fathers] disciplined us for a short time as it seemed best to them, but [God] disciplines us for our good, that we may share his holiness.For the moment all discipline seems painful rather than pleasant, but later it yields the peaceful fruit of righteousness to those who have been trained by it.”

3. His purpose is our Christlikeness. Romans 8:28-29a: “And we know that for those who love God all things work together for good, for those who are called according to his purpose.For those whom he foreknew he also predestined to be conformed to the image of his Son.”

We can’t control what happens to us, but we can respond in a right or wrong way.

Wrong ways:

Hebrews 12:5: “My son, do not regard lightly the discipline of the Lord, nor be weary when reproved by him.”

Job 1:22: “In all this Job did not sin or charge God with wrong.” The KJV says “nor charged God foolishly.” Job did not do these things (a good response), but we can be tempted to do them and shouldn’t. Becoming angry with God can lead to a “grudge against God and is actually rebellion” (p. 236).

Right ways:

See God’s hand in it and don’t subscribe it to chance. Lamentations 3:37-38: “Who can speak and have it happen if the Lord has not decreed it? Is it not from the mouth of the Most High that both calamities and good things come?”

Submit to God’s discipline. Hebrews 12:9: “Moreover, we have all had human fathers who disciplined us and we respected them for it. How much more should we submit to the Father of our spirits and live!”

Even knowing all of that, sometimes we wrestle with “Why?” Why does this have to be that way? Why did this have to happen to that person, who is already struggling under so many other things? One of the most helpful sections to me in this chapter besides direct Scripture was this: “Part of the sanctifying process of adversity is its mystery; that is, our inability to make any sense out of a particular hardship” (pp. 233-34). We have to trust that God knows what He is doing, that His ways are higher than ours. “When we are unable to make any sense of our circumstances, we need to come back to the assurance in Hebrews 12:7: ‘God is treating you as sons.’ Remember, He is the one in charge of sanctification in our lives. He knows exactly what and how much adversity will develop more Christlikeness in us and He will not bring, nor allow to come into our lives, any more than is needful for His purpose” (p. 234).

Sometimes people wonder, too, since this is from God, is it wrong to seek relief from it? Not at all. “We can pray earnestly to God for relief and still be submissive to Him in regard to the outcome. Jesus is our supreme example in this as He prayed the night before His crucifixion, “‘My Father, if it is possible, may this cup be taken from me. Yet not as I will, but as you will’ (Matthew 26:39) (p. 237).

A few more thoughts that stood out to me:

“Whatever our situation is, it is far better than we deserve. None of us wants to receive from God’s hand what we actually deserve, for that would be only eternal punishment” (p. 242).

“God’s grace is sufficient for us (2 Corinthians 12:9), however difficult and frustrating our circumstances might be…God’s enabling grace will give us the inner spiritual strength we need to bear the pain and endure the hardship, until the time when we see the harvest of righteousness and peace produced by it” (p. 242).

Bridges ends the book with this chapter. It would have been nice to have had a conclusion, a wrapping-up of the whole book beyond the last paragraph or two here.

Overall I have enjoyed my first experience with Challies‘ Reading Classics Together” challenge. I definitely got more out of the book than if I had just read it straight through, because I took it more slowly by reading only a chapter a week, then went through the chapter several times while trying to write a review or sort out my thoughts. That was definitely beneficial to me; I don’t know if it benefited my readers at all. And it helped to draw even more out of the chapter to read some of the thoughts of others participating in the challenge. I don’t know if I will participate again: I guess it depends largely on what books are chosen next. But I enjoyed the experience and than Tim Challies for setting this up for us.