In the Presence of My Enemies

One of the books on my fall reading list was Gracia Burnham’s In the Presence of My Enemies. I had heard of it and seen it a few years ago and somewhere read an excerpt from it, but I avoided reading it. I couldn’t face it. I’m not sure why: maybe because it was too fresh, maybe because the people responsible for the Burnham’s captivity were still alive (maybe not the specific people, but the extremist Islamic groups are still active), maybe because in the portion that I read, Gracia was having to deal with something that I struggle with. But our youth pastor saw a DVD presentation of Gracia sharing her testimony at another church where he was ministering and recommended it to me. I ordered it, watched it, and was so touched on so many levels. I then felt that I had to read the book.

For those who might not be aware, Martin and Gracia Burnham were missionaries in the Philippines: he was a missionary pilot who reminded me a lot of one of my church’s missionaries who also pilots a small plane. They had gone for a quick weekend get-away to celebrate their anniversary at a resort. They didn’t usually go to the “touristy” areas, but decided to go this once. During their stay, an Islamic extremist group stormed the resort and took guests and a few staff members hostage. Several of the hostages were able to arrange for ransom and were released after a few months. Some were killed along the way. The Burnhams were held for over a year. Martin was killed in a rescue attempt by the Philippine military and Gracia was wounded.

I don’t want to take away from what she shares on the DVD or in the book, so I won’t go into the details of the story here. I do want to mention just a couple of impressions, though.

As the Burnhams struggled with negative thoughts and attitudes toward their captors, I kept finding myself thinking at first, “But they had a right to feel that way!” I knew better, but that was the thought that kept coming. They had to put into practice the Bible’s teaching about loving their enemies, praying for those who were despitefully using them, in a very real way and only by God’s grace.

I also was grieved that I did not pray for them more. I don’t recall if I prayed for them at all. Often when I hear reports of stories like theirs on the news, I try at least to pray right then in the midst of loading the dishwasher or driving or whatever I am doing. I may have prayed for them in that way, but I don’t remember. The scripture came to mind to remember those in bonds as if bound with them, and I failed to do that for the Burnhams, but this caused me to determine not to neglect that ministry again.

I was also struck by the Muslim group’s twisted sense of logic. They wanted Islam to rule the world so it would be ruled by “righteousness.” They advocated the cutting off of someone’s hand for stealing — but excused their own stealing because they “needed” the stolen items for their cause. When people died in the course of what they did, it was “their destiny.” They had a strong sense of “justice” but saw mercy as a weakness. When discussing that last point with one of their captors, Martin said, “You know, I hope my children don’t take up the attitude you have. I hope they don’t ever shoot some Muslims because of what you have done to us.” The man to whom they were speaking looked shocked. “Done to you? What is my sin against you? I have never done anything to you.” Martin and Gracia could only look at each other incredulously.

Gracia tells of her very human struggles, like depression, anger, and resentment over their situation and the realization that not only was her attitude not helping, but it was hurting. She writes, “I knew that I had a choice. I could give in to my resentment and allow it to dig me into a deeper and deeper hole both psychologically and emotionally, or I could choose to believe what God’s Word says to be true whether I felt it was or not.” That was a turning point for her as she chose to believe God and handed over her pain and anger to Him. I thought how often we get tripped up over pain, resentment, and anger over much lesser things.

She shares also how the Lord provided for them in unexpected ways, how she and Martin encouraged each other, how they had to battle a captive’s mindset, how they were able to talk about the Lord with their captors and other hostages, as well as the details of how she and Martin originally came together as a couple and what happened in the aftermath of her captivity.

One final impression: God’s Word is true no matter what, and thankfully He doesn’t see fit to put all of us through that kind of experience., but when someone who has been through what she has speaks of God’s goodness and faithfulness, the truth of God’s Word and the reality of His Presence….it rings true. There is an authenticity about that person’s testimony. Their faith, their beliefs have been tried in the fires of testing.

I Peter 1:6-8:

Wherein ye greatly rejoice, though now for a season, if need be, ye are in heaviness through manifold temptations:
That the trial of your faith, being much more precious than of gold that perisheth, though it be tried with fire, might be found unto praise and honour and glory at the appearing of Jesus Christ: Whom having not seen, ye love; in whom, though now ye see him not, yet believing, ye rejoice with joy unspeakable and full of glory…

Thursday Thirteen # 14: Making groups run more smoothly

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I have been a part of volunteer organizations for most of my adult life. Even among the best and most well-meaning people working for wonderful causes, little things can cause friction or reduce efficiency. Here are just a few things that would help smooth out some of the bumps in the road (many could be applied to the workplace, school, church, etc.):

1) Respect deadlines. I could say so much here, but I will leave it at that.

2) If there is something you’d like to discuss at a meeting, let the person in charge know ahead of time. He or she has likely planned out the meeting giving the things that need to be covered adequate time as well as the speaker for the evening (if any) and respecting the time for all involved so the meeting doesn’t run late. Having an unexpected discussion come up, especially a long and/or controversial one can throw a wrench into the whole meeting. It’s not that he or she doesn’t want to hear about or discuss the issue, but when it is known ahead of time it can be planned for accordingly — plus pertinent facts and details can be gathered.

3) Avoid constantly thinking, “Well, if I were in charge, I’d do it this way….” Any person who takes any kind of job is going to have their own preferences and style. Sometimes a good, thoughtful suggestion saves the day and is much appreciated, and no leader is opposed to helpful suggestions, but sometimes, for various reasons, some things need to be done a certain way even though there may be any number of other ways it could be done.

4) My pastor often says that when there are problems, take them to those who are part of the problem or part of the solution and no one else. A lot of bad feelings towards others are stirred up when we’re “venting.” Christians need to be especially cautious with this: one of the things the Lord says He hates are those who “sow discord among brethren.” (Proverbs 6:16-19).

5) Whether in a large building or a casual setting, when it is time to start and someone steps up to begin, respect that and don’t make them have to call for attention.

6) Be helpful but don’t overstep. If someone else is in charge of an area or event and you see a little something that needs attention (a piece of paper where it shouldn’t be or something that got a little messy during an event), by all means pitch in and take care of it. But don’t rearrange or otherwise overdo.

7) Don’t regard company or group or church property as your own. Sometimes various groups will let individual members use or “check out” certain items, but others don’t. Don’t take pens or staplers or chairs or whatever, with the attitude that “Well, I paid my dues (or taxes or offerings), I have a right to this.”

8) Put things back where they belong. This is a principle that would simplify so many things in life, but especially in a church, office, group setting, it makes things run smoother if each individual returns items (stapler, vacuum cleaner, VCR, whatever) where they belong as soon as possible so the next person doesn’t go to the designated place for the item only to find it missing (you don’t like it when that happens to you, do you? 🙂 )

9) Respect the property, dates, etc. of other groups within a group. As any group gets bigger, there will be some conflicts, especially with dates for events and use of certain rooms. Most churches ands schools (and I would guess larger offices) have some method of signing up for certain dates and certain parts of the facility. Sometimes there just is no one best date for an event without overlapping some other event, but try not to conflict (not only with the actual date but with the time needed to set up beforehand and clean up afterward). Same with “property.” If something is designated for one group, don’t think to yourself, “Well, no one is using it now….” Don’t use it without asking.

10) Work together with other sub-groups rather than seeing each other as competition. Don’t forget your common purposes and goals within the larger context of the organization you are all a part of. One example: if there is a regular conflict between your sub-group and another over dates for events a certain time of year, instead of having the mentality of “beating” the other group to reserve the date, talk with the head of the other subgroup to see if there is a way to work things out for the best of both.

11) Take responsibility to keep yourself informed by whatever means the group employs (memos, church bulletins, bulletin board in the break room, etc.). I have seen people get so frustrated or upset because they didn’t know the date of an event or the supplies needed or whom to contact, when all of that information had been sent out weeks before.

12) Avoid the “that’s not my job” mentality. Again, remember the larger purpose of the entire group. If a piece of paper is on the floor, don’t think, “We pay people to clean that up” or “Another committee is dealing with that.” Take a moment to pick it up and throw it away.

13) Don’t assume.

You can check out other Thursday Thirteen entries here.

Hungering and thirsting

My Daily Light reading for this morning included these verses:

Blessed are they which do hunger and thirst after righteousness: for they shall be filled (Matthew 5:6).

He satisfieth the longing soul, and filleth the hungry soul with goodness (Psalm 107:9).

I got to wondering why we don’t hunger and thirst for Him and His righteousness more. The answer that came to mind: we’re full of other things. In physical life we can “spoil our dinner” (as my grandma used to say) by filling up with the wrong things; we can develop a taste for junk food and lose our appetite for nourishing meals. We can do that spiritually, too.

This brought to mind a song that some dear friends from PA taught us when they came to live in TX. I’ve never heard it anywhere else. I found the words attributed to Martha Snell Nicholson . It uses a different metaphor but makes the same observation:

 

One by one He took them from me,
All the things I valued most,
Until I was empty-handed:
Every glittering toy was lost.
And I walked earth’s highways grieving
In my rags and poverty
Til I heard His voice inviting,
“Lift your empty hands to Me!”

So I held my hands toward Heaven
And He filled them with a store
Of His own transcendent riches
Til they could contain no more.
And at last I comprehended
With my stupid mind and dull
That God could not pour His riches
Into hands already full.

The rest of the Daily Light reading lists His promises to fill us with His goodness when we do hunger and thirst for Him:

We shall be satisfied with the goodness of Thy house (Psalm 65:4).

I am the bread of life: he that cometh to me shall never hunger; and he that believeth on me shall never thirst (John 6:35).

He hath filled the hungry with good things; and the rich he hath sent empty away (Luke 1:53).

How excellent is thy lovingkindness, O God! therefore the children of men put their trust under the shadow of thy wings. They shall be abundantly satisfied with the fatness of thy house; and thou shalt make them drink of the river of thy pleasures. For with thee is the fountain of life: in thy light shall we see light (Psalm 36:7-9).

One thing have I desired of the LORD, that will I seek after; that I may dwell in the house of the LORD all the days of my life, to behold the beauty of the LORD, and to enquire in his temple (Psalm 27:4).

May we set aside the things that don’t satisfy and seek the One who does.

Wordless Wednesday: More brotherly love

Brotherly love

You can find more Wordless Wednesday pics at 5 Minutes For Mom and the Wordless Wednesday Headquarters.

Works-For-Me Wednesday: Christmas receipts

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These tips I gleaned from my husband. 🙂 He keeps all the receipts from Christmas (he also does this on birthdays, etc.) in one envelope so that if something does need to be returned, he knows right where they are and has them handy. He keeps his in his desk; I keep mine in the top drawer of my dresser in the bedroom because I usually wrap presents on my bed (the bedrooms are the only rooms in the house where we can shut the door — everything else is open to other rooms. Well, except the bathrooms, of course. 🙂 ) From time to time I clean out the accumulated receipts when that designated spot gets too crowded.

When it comes to major purchases, like appliances or electronics, he staples the receipt to the owner’s manual and keeps that and any service contracts in a file for such in the filing cabinet. That way all of that information is together and easy to find is the product breaks down or needs to be serviced.

For more workable tips, go to Rocks In My Dryer.

Self-Acquaintance

Self-Acquaintance
by William Cowper (1731-1800)

Dear Lord! accept a sinful heart,
Which of itself complains,
And mourns, with much and frequent smart,
The evil it contains.

There fiery seeds of anger lurk,
Which often hurt my frame;
And wait but for the tempter’s work
To fan them to a flame.

Legality holds out a bribe
To purchase life from Thee;
And discontent would fain prescribe
How Thou shalt deal with me.

While unbelief withstands Thy grace,
And puts the mercy by,
Presumption, with a brow of brass
Says, “Give me, or I die!”

How eager are my thoughts to roam
In quest of what they love!
But ah! when duty calls them home,
How heavily they move!

Oh, cleanse me in a Saviour’s blood,
Transform me by Thy power,
And make me Thy belov’d abode,
And let me rove no more.

Book poll

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I saw this book poll at Callpidder Days, and, being an avid book lover, wanted to participate:

1. Where do you most often buy your books? Online? Secondhand stores? Big name bookstores?

I most often buy them online or at our local Christian bookstore.

2. If you buy online, which do you prefer – B&N or Amazon.com? Ebay? Christianbook.com? or elsewhere?

I usually check Amazon.com and Christianbook.com against each other and buy from whichever one is cheapest at the moment. I just never think to check other places unless I’m looking for a hard-to-find or out-of-print book.

3. Do you put your name in your books? If so, are you a bookplate or stamp person?

I don’t usually, but if I do I just write it in. Occasionally I’ve put a return-address label on the inside cover.

4. How do you feel about loaning books to others?

I love to share good books and am probably more eager to loan them than people are to take them. 🙂 I have been “burned” just a few times by not having valued books returned, so if it is one I especially treasure or one that is irreplaceable, I might think twice or take pains to try to graciously convey to the person how important it is to get it back.

5. Do you highlight or mark your books as you read?

I usually use a pencil so I can see it but it isn’t glaring or distracting. I don’t often underline passages unless they really strike me, but I do put a mark beside the line or paragraph in the margin. I often also put little slips of paper at the pages where I want to be able to look something up easily. I’ve also been known to turn down the corner of the page if I don’t have anything else handy. 😳 But I really don’t recommend that.

6. How often do you visit your local library?

We used to go often when my kids were younger, but we don’t go often any more. I went a few weeks ago to get a few books on my Fall reading list, but that was the first time in ages.

7. Do you collect any certain kind of book?

For a while I was collecting classics, especially children’s classics. But I am the only one in the family who reads them. 😦 When I mentioned to my husband a while back that I needed new bookcases, he suggested maybe I needed to get rid of some books instead. 🙂 (I have two full bookcases, some shelves with double rows, and two half-bookcases full.) Now I try to only keep the ones I think I might seriously read again or the ones I might realistically read to a future grandchild (I’m keeping those kid’s classics and hoping I have a real bookwormish grandchild some day!)

I’ve also collected missionary biographies — they’ve had such a profound influence on my life — and books by favorite authors. I think I have all of Janette Oke’s books and most of Elisabeth Elliot’s, Amy Carmichael’s, and Isobel Kuhn’s.

8. What do you do when you’re done with a book and no longer want it?

I used to pass them along to my mom and mother-in-law, but my mom passed away this last year. I still send a great many on to my mother-in-law. The ones I don’t think she’d like or that I wasn’t impressed with I usually pass on to Salvation Army and take a tax deduction. I’ve thought of checking into selling some on E-bay or someplace like that, but just wasn’t sure if it would be worth the hassle for the amount of money you’d get for them.

9. Do you keep a list of or catalog the books you own?

No — never really had a need to, except for insurance purposes, I guess.

10. Any other weird book habits you’d like to share?

I can’t think of any that are “weird.” I do take a book with me when traveling or when going to any kind of appointment. I have a book-in-progress in each bathroom. 🙂 One of my favorite times to read is Sunday evenings. We do like to make Sundays a day of rest as much as possible and make it a little different from the other days of the week, so we usually don’t have the TV on that day unless we watch “Extreme Makeover: Home Edition.” So Sunday evenings after church I’m often stretched out on the couch reading while everyone else is using computers.

I won’t tag anyone specifically, but let me know if you do this poll on your blog, or you can answers the questions in the comment section.

(Book photo courtesy of the stock.xchng.)

I finally watched “End of the Spear”

The story of the five missionaries — Nate Saint, Jim Elliot, Roger Youderian, Ed McCully, and Pete Fleming — who were killed by the Ecuadorian Indian tribe they were trying to reach in the 1950s, whose families later reached out to those same Indians, is one of the most beloved and inspiring in recent Christian history. I first encountered the story in the late 70s while in college. I read Elisabeth Elliot’s Through Gates of Splendor, then her publication of her late husband’s journals and Shadow of the Almighty. Some years later I discovered Rachel Saint’s The Dayuma Story, and later still Unfolding Destinies by Olive Fleming Liefeld. Last year, at the fiftieth anniversary of the story, Steve Saint’s book End of the Spear was published as well as a film based on the book.

I enjoyed the book very much. I enjoyed reading Steve’s perspective and finding out what the Waodani (formerly known by the outside world’s designation of them as Aucas, meaning, if I remember correctly, “savages”) that I had come to know and love through the other books were up to now.

I heard much criticism of the film, which I’ll discuss in greater detail. I wanted to see it for myself rather than taking the word of either side. I just rented it and saw it for the first time this weekend. I had seen the documentary based on the book, Beyond the Gates of Splendor, and would highly recommend it. It explained more than the film did and had wonderful interviews with the five widows and several Waodani.

Here are my thoughts:

  • I thought the film itself was well-done. I don’t know what it is, but there is generally something lacking in Christian films — perhaps because they are generally low-budget or lacking in professional expertise or something. As we watched this, my oldest son said, “It’s good to see a Christian film with good production values.”
  • One of the biggest controversies when the film came out was the casting of Chad Allen, a homosexual activist, as Nate Saint. I do think this, and the resulting negative controversy, was unfortunate. Nothing against Chad Allen personally — I thought he did an excellent job. But it was dismaying that someone so opposed to Nate Saint’s beliefs and lifestyle would portray such a revered character. On the other hand, looking through the cast list at the imdb entry for the film, I would guess that probably few, if any, shared the beliefs or values of the people they portrayed. I hope that their contact with the story and the Christians involved planted seeds that will find “good ground.” And, although I agreed with the stand and understand the zeal for righteousness involved, I was dismayed at the way many Christians handled their criticism, forgetting to “hate the sin but love the sinner.”
  • One of the other major criticisms by Christians was the lack of clarity of the gospel in the film. By contrast, several secular reviewers decried and scoffed at the gospel presentation. Though I wish it would have been made clearer for those who were unfamiliar with the truth of the gospel (especially the fact of faith, not just not killing and living well), I was glad to find there was more gospel there than what I had heard others say was there. I would say it was recognizable by people who know it, both in the few phrases dealing with it and the way the lives of those who embraced it changed, but those who don’t know the gospel might just attribute it to turning over a new leaf.
  • I don’t think I would have understood a lot of what was going on in some parts if I hadn’t already been familiar with the books, but I understand the filmmakers dilemma in trying to decide what to include without making it too long. I hope the film spurred an interest in reading any of the books about the story.
  • There has been criticism of missionaries in general for evangelizing “Stone Age” people groups. One thing interesting about the documentary Beyond the Gates of Splendor was an interview with two anthropologists who studied the Waodani. They said that they were on the verge of extinction because their only means of dealing with any conflict was spearing. The Waodani themselves acknowledged this saying something to the effect that when before Rachel Saint and Elisabeth Elliot came to them, they had almost been down to two. They weren’t literally down to two, but they recognised that they would be if something didn’t change. Why would anyone object to their being shown a better way and saving them from extinction? We go to great measures to save the spotted owl and such from extinction –why not a whole people group? I have read some absurd charges about missionaries “forcing” conversions or only helping those who convert, and that’s all they are: absurd charges.
  • Another criticism I remember reading was that the film made Jim Elliot look “buffoonish.” I wouldn’t use that word exactly, but I did think he was portrayed as somewhat silly. I’m just speculating here, but it’s almost as if the filmmakers wanted to take a character that was highly revered and esteemed and bring him down off the pedestal a little bit. On the other hand, Steve Saint did know him…..on the other hand, that was back when Steve was 8 or 9, so his perceptions of him then wouldn’t be what they would have as an adult. I don’t know. Jim was a very passionate man, and other people I know like that are as passionate — or maybe enthusiastic would be a better word here — in their humor as they are about everything else. Plus, those of us who feel we “know” him from his writings probably didn’t see a lot of his humor there, as his journal writings were serious ponderings of soul. So…I don’t know. I don’t have any idea whether the representation of Jim was accurate or not, but I was a bit disappointed in it.
  • We watched the first 50 minutes wondering why there were no subtitles for the native dialogue, when my son fiddled with the controls and got them on. 🙄 Usually English translation subtitles of the foreign words just show up with having to adjust the setting — I’m not sure why this was different. But be forewarned that if you watch it and you’re not seeing subtitles for the native speech, you may need to adjust your settings. (I am saying “native” rather than Waodani because I read that the language used was actually that of another tribe who were also “extras” in the film, but I don’t remember that tribe’s name.)
  • I had already learned this in the book, so I knew it was coming, but I was dismayed that the big dramatic scene between Steve Saint and Mincayani near the end was not something that really happened. Well, I am not dismayed that it didn’t happen, but I am dismayed that it was invented and inserted when it didn’t happen. I understand it was meant to symbolize the struggle Steve went through in coming to terms with the loss of his dad. But that’s one of the things I hate about making films out of books.
  • As I read several secular reviews of the movie, I was saddened and sickened by the picking apart and criticising of the story by those who knew nothing about it, as if it were a fictional film.
  • I’ve read of several Christians who feel that Christians don’t need to be making these kinds of films. I don’t know….I think we’re living in an increasingly visual age. Personally, I’m a book person — you get more of the real story and more depth from the book. A film is condensed and compressed, and most times a film just doesn’t accurately portray the story. But….this is a film-watching generation, and I do think there is a place for well-made films of this type. I think they will always be between a rock and hard place, though, between the criticism of Christians and the scoffing of the secular reviewers.

So…there you have some of my thoughts about the film. I’d highly recommend the books, especially Through Gates of Splendor and End of the Spear, and the documentary, Beyond the Gates of Splendor. I wouldn’t say “don’t” watch End of the Spear, but I just think you’d get a fuller picture in the books and documentary.

Edited to add: I got to thinking I might better forewarn people who might think of watching this film that there is what my pastor calls “National Geographic-style nudity” in the film. They do have the actors wearing more clothes than they did in real life when the events of the story were unfolding, and everyone’s essentials are covered up, but there are many bare-bottom scenes. Just thought some would like to know that ahead of time.

Also, I wanted to mention that there is a bit of a different perspective as to “why” the Waodani attacked the missionaries between Elisabeth Elliot’s book, Olive Fleming Liefeld’s book, and Steve Saint’s. I don’t see that as a conflict — there were probably many layers to the “why” of it, and probably more came to light over time as language skills and relationships improved. Steve said that he had been instructed early on not to ask about it, and the things that were shared with him only came to light in recent years.

Lastly, I wanted to mention that one of my favorite parts of the book and the documentary (just a little glimpse of this is shown during the credits of the film) is Mincaye’s impressions of life in America when he came to visit. (Mincaye is his real name; Mincayani is the character’s name in the film, who is based on Mincaye but is also a conglomeration of characters.)

Bible “One Anothers”

I thought I had posted this before, but I couldn’t find it. Once I did a word search on the Bible for the “one another” passages that instruct us in how to minister to each other. It was very convicting! Here’s what I found:

Bible “One Anothers”

Wash one another’s feet—John 13:14.
Love one another—John 13:3; 15:12, 17; Romans 13:8; I Peter 1:22; I John 3:11, 23; 4:7, 11.
In honor preferring one another—Romans 12:10.
Don’t judge one another—Romans 14:13.
Receive one another—Romans 15:7.
Salute one another—Romans 16:16.*
Greet one another—I Cor. 16:20, II Cor. 13:12, I Peter 5:14.
Serve one another—Gal. 5:13.
Don’t provoke one another or envy one another—Gal. 5:26.
Bear one another’s burdens—Gal. 6:2.
Forbear one another in love—Eph. 4:2, Col. 3:13.
Forgive one another—Eph. 4:32, Col. 3:13.
Teach and admonish one another with song—Col. 3:16.
Comfort one another—I Thess. 4:18.
Edify one another—I Thess. 5:11.
Exhort one another— Heb. 3:13; 10:25.
Consider one another to provoke unto love and good works—Heb. 10:24.

(* Looking up the Strong’s definition, “salute” means “to draw to one’s self, to salute one, greet, bid welcome, wish well to, to receive joyfully, welcome,” even “retarding” one’s own journey to do so.)

To Behold Thee

This song stopped in my my tracks the first time I heard it. Thankfully the CD insert had the words, and I replayed this track over and over. The words are written by Elieen Berry, music by Dan Forrest. I’ve never heard it as a choir number or special music — I’ve only heard it on the More Like You, Lord CD by Soundforth. I can’t remember, I may have been going through Jim Berg’s book Changed Into His Image about that time, but I do remember that this song illustrated beautifully the theme of that book, taken from II Corinthians 3:18: But we all, with open face beholding as in a glass the glory of the Lord, are changed into the same image from glory to glory, even as by the Spirit of the Lord. May the words of this song bless you in “beholding Him” as much as it did me.

To Behold Thee

From weariness of sin I turn at last, O Lord, to Thee
My eyes and heart grown dim from looking long on vanity.
I venture toward thy radiance then, compelled to come by grace
And in the pages of Thy word behold Thy lovely face.

(Refrain)
Face of glory, turned upon me
I cannot but Thee adore.
To behold Thee, O my Saviour,
Is to love Thee more and more.

Each grace in all its fullness on Thy countenance I see.
Great tenderness of mercy, blazing light of purity.
Thine eyes are wells and love and wisdom, s
ettled peace Thy brow,
Before the whole of perfect beauty I in worship bow.

(Refrain)

When someday I before Thee stand, a debtor to Thy grace,
And gaze with heaven’s eyes upon the brightness of Thy face,
Transformed into Thy likeness, all my sin thrust far away,
With millions of redeemed ones I will lift my voice and say:

Face of glory turned upon me
I cannot but Thee adore.
To behold Thee, O my Savior,
Is to love Thee more and more.
To behold Thee, O my Savior,
Is to love Thee more and more.